An early July evening

Can I just be a blooming contraddiction?
Can I bask in the pleasures of a Summer storm?
Is it too late to be amazed by my toes stretching on the earth?
My belly is a wild flower glade.
How can I be asked to shrink myself enough to forget all that I am becoming?
Can I smell the starry night while drinking garden-sage-infusion?
Is it too soon to want to say THANK YOU to all that has hurt me open?
Because I am here
In this body